I'll call this my own

I spent my years believing in the good that's from within
some philosopher along the way
considers it a man's conscience

But I've grown weary making the same mistakes
Defecating on everything (everything)
where I once found grace

But Yeah I still get up and try (Though I deny)
To make the most of my life

Cause up here I feel
I've got a message to deliver (Though to deaf ears)

Whoa-oh!

I just started to believe
But now I see Reality
No matter the thousands surrounding me
I will always be alone
No one to trust nothing
to call my own

I spent the last two years
believing in a bottle and a drink
What fills me with ecstasy
will soon make my hands shake

And it's no different than anything else in life
Within the good comes out the bad
Take it or leave it as you like

But Yeah I still get up and try (Though I deny)
To make the most of my life

Cause up here I feel
I've got a message to deliver (Though to deaf ears)

Whoa-oh!

I just started to believe
But now I see Reality
No matter the thousands surrounding me
I will always be alone
No one to trust nothing to call my own

I spent my years believing in the good that's from within
But I've grown weary
of making the same, same mistakes

Within the good comes out the bad,
And no one, In this world will ever,
Change

Whoa-oh!
I just started to believe
But now I see Reality
No matter the thousands surrounding me
I will always be alone
No one to trust nothing to call my own x2