I will bleed

[from limited edition of "awaken"]
I could show you the darkest dark...
You would never know so much pain
i could cut myself in two
slip into sleep, and wake again
still with painful memories
Come down with me deeper...
and further than ever before
You would never know so much pain
i could cut myself in two
slip into sleep, and wake again
still with painful memories
For the task of crimson i still yearn
even through these torches, i still yearn
I remember unreal deaths
i remember joy
i wish i could die for real
I loved you so many times (it's cruel)
i have held a dying queen in my arms
i havo so much hate for the cruel destiny
No, don't slice your veins
from my heart to yours i will bleed
these chosen words won't fail to heal