I try so hard

We all could die in a car crash
one of these days.
And you will see me leave the room
without any complaint.

And I try to be fine,
yes I try to do it right.
And I try, I swear I try,
yes I try, I try so hard.

I can't go on waking up at noon,
wasting my time
while smiling beauties are waiting outside,
shining down my window.

And I try to be fine,
yes I try to do it right.
And I try, I swear I try,
yes I try, I try so hard.

You're gonna miss me
on a sunny day,
while all the summer beauties
are dancing on the street.

And I try to be fine,
yes I try to do it right.
And I try, I swear I try,
yes I try, I try so hard.

Something must change in my life like a fool.
??????????????????????????????? to fade away.

And I try ...
yes I try ...

And I try to be fine,
yes I try to do it right.
And I try, I swear I try,
yes I try, I try so hard.

And I try, and I try,
and I try to do it right.
And I try, and I try,
and I try, I try so hard.

Something must change in my life like a fool.
??????????????????????????????? to fade away.