I hate him

He’s got a crooked smile and big brown eyes,
He’s not that handsome but he keeps them mesmerized,
With his endless string of jokes and his lovely little lies,
He makes it seem so effortless, he’s that kind of guy…

But he never ever admits it when he’s wrong,
Won’t drop a fight until he knows he won,
He never keeps a girlfriend for too long,
Cause you can’t tell if he loves you or if he’s just leading you on…

And I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he’s out of mine,
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night,
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light,
But I love him cause he’s the only thing that makes me feel alive… I promised myself I wouldn’t be that girl,
To make a single boy her world,
But things can get so crazy, oh you learn,
Control don’t matter at all, either way you get burned…

So I took a chance and let him in,
He let me down, fell to the lowest place I’ve ever been,
Too scared to pick myself up cause I know what’ll happen,
The whole thing will just start over again…
Ohhh,

So I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he’s out of mine,
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night,
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light,
But I loved him cause he’s the only thing that makes me feel alive…

I want him as my first “I love you,”
Want him to kiss me in the rain,
I want to hear “I’ve been thinking of you,”
I want the rest to go away,
Cause he’s perfect, oh he’s perfect,
In every single way,
But he plays these games,
And I can’t tolerate it… I hate him cause he’s the song in my head I’m singing all the time,
Hate it cause it’s the same old melody with a pretty simple rhyme,
But there’s a glitch in the technology and it plays on repeat,
Over and over the same thing happen to me…

I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he’s out of mine,
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night,
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light,
But I loved him cause he’s the only thing that makes me feel alive…