I deserve?

I tasted the fruit that was forbidden
I murdered the trust that you had given
And now I'm livin' in a place
That's not my home

The pain in your heart made you regret
The moment we spoke
Did you forget?
Will my transgressions bring us all
To our sweet end?

Maybe I'm just being too hard on myself,
I don't know
Or is it that your mercy is much more than I deserve?
More than I deserve?

Betrayed by more than just a kiss
I did much more, I must admit
Instead of letting it all end
You bring new hope