I am water

There are days i feel as tired as the oldest man
an empty shadow in the park
i am a raindrop swimming on the window pane
it's always the same dull pain
I'm just here to drown
Before i go to sleep i try to think of something good
a permanent ocean and you
[chorus:]
i am water
you only have to dive into me
i am water
my mute heart - a singing wave
Tomorrow is another chance to say nothing again
someone could find me in the park
Am i just here to drown?
[eldron, 3.9.2001]