I am loco

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
something i could never be will guide me to the new
light
frustrated
sedated
i pray to myself
God please
don't take away from me
The only fuc*** thing
that i learned to believe
i am becoming the monster
you promised to keep him away
now i feel like he's living in me!!!
Anyway, i could never ever be
what you think is right for me
are things that i will not believe
i want to start a new life
get myself a sharp knife
look into my own life
kill things i don't like in me
But sometimes i feel ok
and think i'm unique
you always try to critique
i turn my back on it anyway
sucker! punk-ass motherfuc***!
i am loco!
te falta un poco!
to get your ass in a choke-hold!
Just kill me - i can't breathe
i am guiding myself right to the end
i can't learn - come to terms
with the sickness that makes me crash and burn
I'm crying, i feel like i am dying but i'm trying
i beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf
life is not forever
but if life will stay together
i would have a friend in my depression, have an end
But i've been thinking
and thinking always gets me into trouble
but since i have a double personality
i wasn't me you see
now i'm a refugee
and everything inside of me is just a part of my
disease!!!
Just kill me - i can't breathe
i am guiding myself right to the end
i can't learn - come to terms
with the sickness that makes me crash and burn