I am doubt defined

Why is it so hard for me to take a leap of faith?
Why can't I let go of my reality?
Why do I always have to say:

I want to see it with my own eyes!
I want to feel it with my hands first!

But I guess I'm scared
Oh what happens if I try to believe that this is real?
But have patience with me my God, I'm getting closer to saying:

I don't have to see it with my own eyes!
I don't have to feel it with my hands first!
Don't want to see it with my hands first!
Don't want to feel it with my hands first!

Your love is enough for me