Honestly

I'm not everything you wanted,
i'm not any good at writing these words,
that i loved you at one time,
and that i have to let us go,
not for you, not for me,
i think its better off this way,
i know i'm breaking your heart,
and i know i'm breaking mine as well,

Go,
to the place we never ever went
where we could be the boys and girls
that call and react to where we stand
so try with all your heart and try to be
the person you were meant to be
where is the love we need have?

in time we havent changed,
but our hearts cant feel the same,
and i know this was the best thing that i had to let away,
and this time i'll sit and wait for our lives to slip away,
and i know i'm running back to the time we spent right there,
i'm becoming more each day as i learn from my mistakes,
cuz it hurts that you're not here but i'm healing more each day,
and i cant forget the nights that we spent til morning came,
and it wont happen again so here it goes one last time,

one day when we are older you're gonna see me and i'll say hi,
but thats all its gonna be, thats all its gonna be,
cuz this was your chance to make us last,
and you broke my heart baby thats no joke,
we're here and better off,
we're here and better off,

this is not love, this is not hate,
this is something we're just going through each and every day,

i'm not everything you wanted,
i'm not any good at writing these words,
and now that you're gone,
i see the end,
and i just know i'm here to stay