Home is where the heartache is

Yeah, I wish that we could say
Perfect's just our way
And we're so happy
Frequent flashback's running through
And I see only you
You're what surrounds me
So I leave it up to those swallowed words that I've chewed
One too many times before

And I'm coming to the fact you're not just anyone
And I'm trying to react but I'm stuck on this one
And I still say we were better off before
But that's ok cause I am just "so damn insecure"

This shot has shown me I can bleed
And now you've got the best of me and everything we mean
But you're so happy... happy

So I fall asleep again
Tell everyone to do without me
So I fall asleep again... yeah... I'm tired of being the one to hold on
But I guess that's what I get since I'm "always wrong"
And you still say that you never wanted more
And that's ok but this is just too much to ignore

Confused, not knowing what to do
Somehow I got the best of you and I'll do what I can
To make us happy... happy...

So I fall asleep again
Tell everyone to do without me
So I fall asleep again... yeah...

What now? Our memories drown
I need you to breathe, you're my life, you're my energy
You left me up hill, but I'm looking down
I'm fuc*** losing my mind

Watch me drown myself in sorrow
Maybe you'll open your eyes...

So I fall asleep again
Tell everyone to do without me
So I fall asleep again... yeah...
In my mind you're all about this game of love roulette
So it's time I forget you in my own way

This home is my heartache...