Hollow

It's so quiet
walking along the edge
it won't be long now
til i forget who i am
I am so afraid
to move forward
all these mistakes i've made
surround me
So i run away
i cannont face
what i'm throwing away
it's just as well
you could always tell
when i was hollow
I never asked for this
happy just to breathe
but now what i've done here
means nothing to me
I look inside and
i feel so small
i am never good enough
to become what you already are
So i run away
i cannont face
what i'm throwing away
it's just as well
you could always tell
when i was hollow
so once again
i have let you win
the game of giving me a voice
the pill has been swallowed
but i am still hollow
I look back upon my life
and see what's been denied
and i try to face it
but i can never seem to erase it