High wire escape artist

Bleed out all empathy this vessel has no spirit left to hold on to lies i've lived in full
how long can i hold tight with every movement
tension binds and denies my true nature
the balance has shifted warped sick and twisted
grabbing at angels when i fall
because i am more than this idol endless recital
for all my demons to applaud
i am free
hide myself from it all while every fear is
screaming night into dawn until i find
i have to believe them (lies)
in order to attain fulfillment
i have to succumb to (lies)
all my inner fears that tear at me
i will never believe them (lies)
i'm sick of the weakness that controls me - now that iüve fallen - i will not repent