Heresy, hipocrisy and revenge

Where's the fuc*** money g?
dad, calm down, listen to me, the money is not important here.
you don't know what's important, you don't know what the hell you're talking about.
i know what the hell i'm talking about, you just never listen to me. i'm not gonna go to college.
the money is gone. you can't get it back. it's over, this whole dream, it's not what i wanted, it's what you wanted, i never wanted it! i just didn't have the guts to tell you!
now you're only 18 years old, for christ's sake.
then i'm 19, then i'm 20! when does my life belong to me?
Look at what you've left for me
now that you've moved on
won't pass for therapy
just one more scar that's never gone
you tried to break me down
time and time again
rejection feels to scream
but i can't make a sound
It's me you tried to hide
as i hold you in my arms
as i feel your body broken
is this just a dream
Disappointment follows me
it's always just behind
self-doubt bred solitude
frustration robs me blind
no pain, no part of me
i have grown numb and cold
self-centered fantasy
obsessed with self control
It's me you tried to hide
as i hold you in my arms
as i feel your body broken
is this just a dream
This is your worst fuc*** nightmare
One chance a clean break
much more than i can take
lies cast shadows
dark things nobody knows
you've lost, who's won
my revenge has just begun
i've just begun
and i'm coming home
i'm coming home
i'm coming home
i'm coming home
i've just begun
yeah yeah yeah
my revenge has just begun