Hell spawn

What am I? Trapped in this infernal body
Raped of all - was joy in my mortal life
Back from abyss - to return as I was
Strange dimension - I am not myself

Betrayed by friends, engaged by demons - returned to life
After years passed since disease - I hope myself to die again
Transformed in a horrible creature - soldier of hell
Emotions vortex possesses my soul - good and evil I confuse

Returned to life with immense powers, Forged by hell
Narrow capacities to use them, at the and I'll be back to Inferno
I can't ignore the troubles of weak, my new life will end faster
I can't support for my mortality I can't sustain remorse

Where's my soul
I'm hell spawn

What am I? contested between hell and heaven
Raped of all left only with remembrances
Back from abyss to conquer my revenge
Strange dimension Can't be back to normalcy