Heart of sword - before dawn

Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
yoake no mama de, koesou de
when i'm alone, tomorrow feels far away.
and i must go over still into the darkness of dawn.
Butsukatteikya kokeru omoi yo
konya mo mata, sure chigai
if i try to play it straight, it will no doubt fail,
and tonight it won't go well between us again.
Sanzan sugite doryoku no ato mo
naku naru kekka, only no tsuna watari
you can't see all of my hard efforts, because it's only result
is that it makes no sense. it really is a "tightrope".
Yaru dake son suru yona, mainichi wa
sha ni kamaeteta hou koso, raku ni naru
more effort, more damage--this is my daily life.
taking a cynical attitude may give me some comfort...

Atsukute, tsurai jibun wo kakushite, mijikai toki wo ikiteru
hiding myself, heated and irritated; living only a short time.
Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
yoake no mama de, koesou de
when i'm alone, tomorrow feels far away.
and i must go over still into the darkness of dawn.
Hottokeba, hashiru omoi yo
yume mo mata, sure chigai
if i let my emotions free,
my dreams will once again not go well.
Kanpeki to chau, jinsei no shuushi
puramai zero da nanteba honto ka na?
i think the balance sheet of my life is imperfect.
if i add up the plusses and minuses, will it really equal zero?

Shinu made ni tsukaikiru, un no kazu
semete, jibun de dashiire wo sasete
i want to control all my luck
that may be used up before my life is ended.
Wakacchainai, kimi nara dou ni demo, rikutsu wo kaete ii noni
you don't know--you can change logic at your will.
Nando kimi ni, ketsu mazuitemo
modottekichau, aijou ni
i hurt myself because of you, over and over;
but my love didn't go away--it kept coming back.
Shinjikaneru, utaretsuyosa yo
konya mo, soutou nemurenai
the toughness gained from my damage is unbelievable.
i won't be able to sleep at all tonight either.
Nando nankai, kurikaeshitemo
modottekichau, ai dakara
however many times it's repeated,.
it revives again and again--because it's love.
Butsukatteiku, kesunu omoi wo
semeru hou ga, suji chigai
you can't blame my emotion,
because you should know it will never fade away.
Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
yoake no mama de koeteyuku
when i'm alone, tomorrow feels far away.
and even though i'm in the darkness of dawn, i have to go.
Aishou yori mo, fukai futari wa
sure chigatte kamawanai
i don't care about "bad affinity".
even if our love is not doing well,
nevertheless we have deep ties.