Having betrayed is why (english lyrics)

Why? Before you tell me your answer
You didn't tell me about breaking up...?

"It was painful" you say
With your too late excuses
That... is more painful than this!?

Having betrayed is why
I just genuinely treasured
you...

The hand I held...coldly unraveled my voice
is wasted towards hades
I want to forget I can't forget Searching
for your voice... for the feeling of you

Indecent and candid desire
You pretended to be trapped
Wrapped up and hidden in a poisonous fog of sins

Search for love and indulge in love
What overflowed, was the rain of loneliness
Why did you appear in front of me
And betray me? I gave you "from now on"
You gave me despair

Its painful.... Its painful... Its painful....

You who I love... You who I treasure...
You who I joined together with from the heart
Waved your small hand painfully with a
"goodbye"you quietly abandoned me...