Having a blast

I'm taking all you down with me
explosives duct taped to my spine
nothing's gonna change my mind
i won't listen to anyone's last words
there's nothing left for you to say
soon you'll be dead anyway
Well, no one is getting out alive
this time i've really lost my mind and i don't care
so close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye
and think about the time you spent and what they've ment
to me it's nothing
I'm losing all my happiness
the happiness you pinned on me
loneliness still comforts me
my anger dwells inside of me
i'm taking it all out on you
and all the shit you put me through
Do you ever think back to another time
did it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind?
do you ever want to lead a long ways of distruction
and mow down any bullshit that comforts you
do you ever build up all the small things in your head
to make one problem that adds up to nothing