Hated because of great qualities

Secret so sorry that i forgot
secret secret we're all bound to forget.
i was worried i might be rude to you.
so worried that i was.
it's a lie to serve the truth
and i'm still guilty.
i missed.
so be it.
Everywhere everything you ever touched.
cutting in won't do it.
there's nothing to it.
you were sorry that i was alone
so sorry that you run away.
putting it on me but you already knew it.
it never meant a thing.
so be it.
I can't understand this at all.
i can't pronounce this at all.
These are different matters
these are uncertain feelings
they should never be discussed here
so keep it to yourself