Hate sender

Riding down the mountain of my own emotion,
everything feels so unreal...
All my thoughts destructive isolation active,
amounts of anquish unseen...

Hate - like a walls around me.
May they ever fall down... fall down...

I see all the lies brought to my eyes,
my emotions die more everyday.
Sympathy dies I can't relate to their lives,
easiest way is to feel pure hate...
... Pure hate...
Suffocated cries in selfpity they hide,
Hate Sender I've been for so long.

Hate... Serves My Purpose...
Hate... Inside My Mind...

Unreal State of My Being...
Ideal Way to Reveal...
Thoughts in My Mind...
This Hate Inside... All this hate inside me has grown greater than me,
I have lost my self control...
Anquish turned to hatered anxiously I wait death,
Against all I am in war...

I - felt the touch of divine.
My world came falling down... falling down...

I drown in the lies bitter tears in my eyes,
my emotions all are dead and gone.
Salvation seen in what Christ ment to me,
I've walked over field of pure hate...
... Pure hate...
Happiness I seek only love could bring,
Hate Sender I've been far too long...

Hate... Serves My Purpose...
Hate... Inside My Mind...