Gray dimension

Originally, things were either black or white
But it was just my naive thinking
Gotta be drunk to be sober, gotta innocently commit a crime
In reality the world only has gray

Being strong for too long is so tiring
I wanna hold the one I love falling asleep
The fierceness of the incoming storm contains a sort of beauty
So that I can't feel the pain of despair

Who am I in this gray dimension?
Forgot what happiness feels like
There's nothing else I can do, who are you?
Why are you crying for me?

I dreamt of a glowing grassland
All my hurt returned to a time long ago
I chose not to hate, contentedly walking into the distance
After I awoke the night was still a long night

Who am I in this gray dimension?
Forgot what happiness feels like
There's nothing else I can do, who are you?
Why are you crying for me?

Crying, hold me tight
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