Gonna try

What is there to do?
I'm sick and fuc*** tired of sitting on my ass
staring at the headlines
watching the world go by
I gotta find a way
to make it all make sense
I gotta find the reason
I gotta find out why...
why I'm so fuc*** up
Life can be a pointless fuc*** mess sometimes
I can't help but wonder why
what's the goddamn point of trying
to do anything at all
you tell me things'll be better tomorrow
I have my fuc*** doubts- oh yeah
but I'm gonna try
I'm gonna try
it's my only chance to escape it
why can't people see that life is too short
to be wasted on a lost cause
humanity is stupid
people can't see that we're destroying ourselves
I gotta find a way
to make it all make sense
I'm gonna find the reason
I'm gonna find out why...
why I'm so fuc*** up