Going all out

Right now,
I don't care how shame feels
Don't care how pain feels inside
Right now,
don't care what I hear
Don't care what I fear inside

So now I'm going it alone
It feels like me against the world
I can't allow for an ounce of inability
I may be tetched,
but for now I'm going all out

Right now,
I don't care how shame feels
Don't care how pain feels inside
Right now,
don't care what I hear
Don't care what I fear inside

I can't make room for comfort
I can't make room for myself

I'll keep my cool,
defiantly
My strategy is not too sound
But I'm going all out If there's a barrier up
I'm pushing through it
A door slammed in my face
I'm kicking through it

I will silence the doubts
Even if it fucks me up right now
I'm tetched,
but I'm going all out
I'm pushing my limits

Right now,
I don't care how shame feels
Don't care how pain feels inside
Right now,
don't care what I hear
Don't care what I fear inside

Right now,
I don't care how shame feels
Don't care how pain feels inside
Right now,
don't care what I hear
Don't care what I fear inside

Right now,
I don't care how shame feels
Don't care how pain feels inside
Right now,
don't care what I hear
Don't care what I fear inside

It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter to me