Glacial night

Dark shadows in my chamber. Your voice whispering from somewhere.
Left behind is the crimson of the dawn.
Calmed down is the wind. The last ray of sun. This moment of lonelyness.
I mourn when it´s getting dark

As the sun is rising after the darkest night I have finally awaken.
To see that you are my all and everything.
As my wings are broken. I am the darkness of the night.
I will find myself again. Wondering,
is this true? Or am I dreaming?

Stay! Stay away from me, you´re only seconds away from the
Pain! The pain that I feel, leave me here alone.
The brisk shivers that are going through my soul,
the squalor I stand in, will absorb all your zest for me.

Is this true? Or am I dreaming?