Fxckin' high

Been a long time since I was sober,
trying to keep myself in clover
Hard to realise it was over
came back home just to find you nowhere
And I'm walking down the avenue, feelin' black feelin' blue
I know I have to keep on looking for something
don't know what but I just gotta keep walking
I was so broken hearted, nothing was the same
I was so torn apart that, you'd no longer be my friend
And it's over, you're long gone, but I'm still fuckin' high
Life is a field uncharted, love departed, yeah, yeah, yeah
Been a while now since I've been home,
don't wanna lay in our bed on my own
Staying wasted all day long to keep you off my head,
trying to sing this song
And I'm walking down the avenue,
I've been black I've been blue
I knew I had to keep on looking for something,
just didn't realise I'd already found it
Love departed
Love departed