Fucked up past the point of fixing

I sat down to see the stars fall alone on the neighbors lawn.
I held my hand on my head down waiting to hear your call.
I thought i saw your headlights in the dark driving by your house.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
So love me all and go, no longer care if I die alone.

The whole world is waiting, watching to see when your gonna fall.
Ten thousand faces staring and your back is against the wall.
Fuc*** up pass the point of fixing, so tell me what went wrong.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
Love me all and go, no longer care if I die alone.

Cause' in the darkness of my mind I used to dream of suicide.
I'm gonna pull myself out before I die.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
Love me all and go, no longer care if I die alone.