Frozen heart

I wake up and i look at my face-can`t remember
i can`t remember where i`ve been last night
with whom i`ve, what i`ve done can`t remember what really happened
although i push my mind so hard
And my thoughts trail off to the frozen garden in my heart
Strange eyes penetrate me
who am i to see the difference
i`ve been demolished, i`ve been crushed down
i stood up angry and i built a wall
No reason there for me to flee
i don`t believe your attitude or anyone`s
you make me a stranger to-to human contact
Never say i run away
i`m just a man who understands that
that loosing a piece of reality
gains a piece of oneself
Behind this wall i can stand alone
in the frozen garden of my heart
i see no truth not even lies
there is only void just about everywhere
So i din`t care with whom i`ve been
and what i`ve done-the only way to stand
and the wind is cold but at least is mine
so i sleep in the frozen garden in my heart