Four walls

I lost my head again
Threw away my only friend
For just one night to be alive
I slit my wrists for that bitch

Without thinking a bit
How could I be so dumb
To think she'd stay run away
The air is dense

I feel pathetic
With my life spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction
Can't seem to get my self through this

Now I need to find a better way
I've been all that I want
What's left is nothing but her
All the blood has been stripped and lost

I don't even like me
I'm not something I like
Turn on the light before I fade away
The air is dense I feel pathetic with my life
Spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction
Can't seem to get my self through this

Inside these four walls
I explode
Escape into another world
To get me far away from here

And I expect to much from me
'Cause I've been throwing my life away
I've thrown my life away
I need to find a better way

The air is dense
I feel pathetic
With my life spinning on a wheel
Into another state of affliction

Can't seem to get my self through this
Now I need to find a better way