For you i weep

All i know is a world of sorrow.
dependant now on chemicals.
why you tell me you love me i just don't know.
Will it be just a kiss good night or more?
is this how every one says sleep well?
i try to sleep but then i see the opening of the door...
God, help me, i beg of you.
why do i feel so alone?
why will no one help me?
the tears i must supress,
the problems i can't address,
as my mouth tastes of sick and my stomach folds.
I still see those eyes,
the eyes that scorned me,
broken down;
theses wounds will never even scar
All i see is a world of sorrow,
i'm dependant now on chemicals
and for you i weep