For reasons unexplained

Everything was going so well
i don't know what happened
a smashing sound and suddenly
i'm falling to the ground
If i had just held on for once
if i had been more
confident in myself
maybe less afraid of everything
if you had not been painful for me
if you had been more honest with me
i might have made it
Sorrow comes again
for reasons unexplained
i come to you
but i am not the same
you sense my fear
tell me it's ok
a cross to bear
i pull to far away
All the world can see right through me
i feel shattered and paralyzed
mistakes have been made that left me
crashing through the ice
i feel so alone
If i had just stood up for once
if i had walked right out the door and into
something more than we could get
if you had only learned how to stop
if you had been more than you are
then maybe we could have survived
Without regrets
without the same tired thing
i will release you
like shooting stars
of who we are
of who we were then