Finding reasons

Every time you find happiness
it seems to find a way to bring pain in the end
searching for something to stay
looking for answers to make up for these days
and it seems it's only you who feels the way you do
reasons right in front of you and you just don't see it

find a reason why these things don't go your way
find a reason good old days they always fade
can it be that they get bored of you
can it be that they expect to much

waiting for the pinch that will wake you
wondering just when the confusion will end
hoping for a day that brings truth
ending all the time that you sit and wonder why
oh why and it seems it's only you who feels the way you do
searching hard to find the truth for you find a reason why these things don't go your way
find a reason good old days they always fade
can it be that they get bored of you
can it be that they expect to much, in the end