Find you dead

Once i knew this boy you wanted what you could get if you wanted is so bad why did you go and take it out in trade instead my momma cried she shook and wandered off to a different place my daddy couldn't make things bettter then if he couldn't say it wait around and maybe i'll forget about it after awhile instead i like to think ahead 'til they find you dead skipping out on god is bad but not worse than mitigating it that's why i don't make the time to hope and pray so i'm just gonna shine in the brillance of the only one who's gotten you behind wait around... 'til i find a bag and get my turn in effigy you'll burn