Fiction in hope

please explain
i am still looking for the answer. i just want to know
you can never be my memory. you can never be my time
you told me goodbye your lies were so beautiful
distrust, my mistakes and thorn destroyed the love

i cut my fuc*** throat within my jelousy
my breathe is leaking from my wound
you cut my fuc*** throat, it's like your vengeance
stop bleeing and i go back to the starting point

stop bleeding! before i be empty. i can't pick up the pieces
my hands pluck your arm

the meaning of your last words. i know you made a fiction
so i was afraid of you. so i was broken for you
fiction in my hope. i know that you can't see my eyes and your lies
for me. fiction in my hope
i know that you can't see my eyes and your own lies

we fall down. we fall down into dark
for our broken love died tonight
love falling down tonight
why why me
you put me under pressure but
not enough
your hands around my throat
i tried to hold on my hope
i send you fuc*** pieces of love

the meaning of your last words. i know you made a fiction
so i was afraid of you. so i was broken for you
fiction in my hope. i know that you can't see my eyes and your lies for me
fiction in my hope
i know that you can't see my eyes and your lies