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Every time I beg myself to live
( I Fail )
I find myself surrounded by deceit

Take me, far away from here
Take me, wherever I can breathe

I gotta take awhile, and find a way to die
I gotta take awhile, to write my suicide
I gotta take awhile, and find a way to die
I gotta take awhile, I gotta take awhile

Save me
I’m drawing lies on me
To be a cartoon man
To be away from the real fear and restlessness

Forsaken, for everything I did
Mistaken, condemned with all your sins

I gotta take awhile, to show myself alive
I gotta take awhile, to keep you satisfied
I gotta take awhile, to show myself alive
I gotta take awhile, pretending I’m alive Save me

“…in the middle of life,
I am so surrounded by death, that it may take me at any hour,
a good drop of oil has been poured out through me,
I know, what I have done won’t be forgotten”
F. Nietzsche