Feelings

Feelings, Feelings, Feelings
Trying to forget my

What if I can't
What if I don't
What if I never taste it
What if believe
Sweat, grind, bleed
And nothing changes
So what if I hope
My lady needs money
But what if I'm broke
What if I take all them chances
Get all them hands
But then again what if I choke
Woah
Breath, slow
And forget those feelings
Just be in my
Zone
And forget they're filming
Then I go to my happiest place
Where my past is erased
And I find the passion it takes
To mash on the gas
And relax on the breaks

Cause I ain't going back there
Not that low
And not that scared
I'm not gonna sit and smoke
While I live life broke
And laughing
Blowing in the air
Yeah
I'm sick of just running my gums
A sucker that's waiting for something to come
Pretending im stuntin
But fronting no funds
Keepin' a hundred in front of some ones Laying on the couch
Brain full of drugs
I don't want to talk I just came for the buzz
They said it calm me down
That ain't what it does
I used to believe
But it ate what I was
Telling everybody here the thing I'm gonna do
A year went by
I made no moves
Waiting on luck
When I know it ain't enough
And it took rock bottom
To finally wake me up

Yeah, and now I'm feeling like the man (feeling like the man)
Cause I'm doing my thing
And I won't go back
Even though I can
Yeah, ambition is something I need
Something I be
Not what I do
I needed to breath
Needed to dream
Yes I believe I got something to prove
And that's why I got this feeling inside
Inside of my head, inside of my head
And the Lord knows I've been up to no good
Still haven't changed even though I should
Dear Lord

I promise to break
Before I drop to my knees
If I can learn
Before I pray
Then it's a problem that God doesn't need
It's more than just words
More than a phrase
More than advice
I got it from me
Back from the bottom
With nothing to fear
Easy to say
Harder to be

Ready to go, go
Ready to jump, yeah
I've been on that bridge
Never know hope, hope
Never know love
That was the way that I lived
Oh what a feeling to turn it around
After my ceiling was burned to the ground
Death was appealing
I stood up to deal with it
That is the feeling of earning a crown

I am a king, I am a king
F*** all the stresses man
That's not a thing
F*** the depression man
I got dream
If I want excellence
That's what I bring
I am the truth
I am the lie
I am the wall between me and the prize
I am the difference between being dead while I'm living
And living while I am alive
And if I fail

Then it's probly cause I don't have those great surroundings, right?
Nah
It's up to me to bring the great
Out of everything that I am surrounded by, and
I admit I made enough excuses
The blame game
That's just as useless
The want that you have
That's justice, use it
Ain't shit left
Just fucking do it

I got this feeling inside
Inside of my head
Inside of my head
And the Lord knows I've been up to no good
Still haven't changed even though I should
Dear Lord