Favorite disease

Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
Haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to

I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just want to be part of something,
I just want to be real like you

Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
And times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,

Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come undone,
Show me, teach me, the way to heaven, 'cause no other way can

Pre Ch
I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just wanted to be part of something,
I just wanted be real like you Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
And times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,

Closer, closer, closer to You,
I need to be closer, have closure, and get closer to You,
Every step I take.....

Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
At times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,
And I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me
I Love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me