Fate's theorem part iv: depression

Is this my dream? Is this my life?
Is this my truth? Is this my lie?

So many thoughts, consuming me...
There's a cold here in my heart, bleeding me out. Bleeding me.
There's a cold here in my room. On the bed sheets on the floor.
I got the gun. I reload...

Op - 911 Bozeman County, what is the address of the emergency?
Caller - I... It's 100 Johnstone street, apartment 419.
Op - What is the emergency?
Caller - I... I just Heard a gunshot in the apartment next door.
The apartment where the shot was fired is number 421.
Op - Ok, I need you to stay in your apartment, police are on their way. Can you tell me the color of the building you're in?
Caller - It's... Em... A White building with a glass door.
Op - Ok, I need you to stay with me on the phone until the police arrive. Do you know the name of the person...do you know the person that lives in there?
Caller - No. I've just seen him a few times. The last time I saw him he was acting weird. His wife had just died, you know?