Far from showbiz

I am someone a few seconds now and then between the real
no i don't really want to know when
one hundred ringing bells are flirting so intensely with my hands
and now dizziness
i feel like someone else so uncertain
i'm going up to front expensive microphones
i don't promise to speak an honest word
when it's absurd i'm even so fry
i take no measure whatsoever out of the applause
in the room what can i do but move around the floor
it's just a silly joke
pleasure keeps on burnin' up my nose
if i only were a little more disturbed
i would have done it
Am i that far from shobiz
i feel i press my head against the ceiling
i set my aim for the sky
i can't be short of soul or lack the meaning
Am i that far from shobiz
i have not even tried expressing feelings
with the light in my eyes
fucked from behind
i touch freedom...