Explain it

The smell is all around me
of the things i cannot buy
shiny and attractive
makes you wonder why
life is like a lottery
it already starts at birth
when you're not the chosen one
you'll end up in the dirt

Crying is forbidden
for those who are in need
can't give in to sickness,
for there are mouths to feed
it feels like amputation
to lose your goal in life
i want to run away and hide
and never come back again

The pink and yellow ladies
are holding their stomaches in
they can't stand seeing me
eating from a bin
they think i'm a shithead
begging for some food
well, he surely died on us
that present day Robin Hood

I've never seen the sea
i've never climbed a mountain
can someone please explain it
i've never found no God
i've never seen an angel
can someone please explain it

Already in the morning i'm defeated by the day.