Es mi castigo (en inglés)

I’ve tried to imagine that it was best to remove you from my life
I’ve tried a thousand ways to rip your memories from me
I’ve invented lots of love stories to calm this agony
I’ve looked for a thousand ways to escape from the prison of your skin

If I once believed I was the owner of the love you gave me without measure
If I once believed I was free of the pain of not seeing you again
I now have to pay for my mistake to know that you’re not mine
Now I have to suffer the disappointment of having to lose you

It’s no longer enough to dream that I’ve forgotten you
To say that I’ve fallen in love again
It’s no longer enough to drink from other lips
I have to accept it, I still love you
It’s no longer enough to place you in oblivion
To tell myself that your love doesn’t hurt any more
I can no longer turn my back on what I lost
Because living without you is my punishment You can see, how late I came to understand the love that you gave me
You can see, how clumsy I was with your love, with your giving and with your love
I just want you to tell me once and for all if there’s still some hope
I just want you to tell me once and for all if I should stay with your goodbye

It’s no longer enough to dream that I’ve forgotten you
To say that I’ve fallen in love again
It’s no longer enough to drink from other lips
I have to accept it, I still love you
It’s no longer enough to place you in oblivion
To tell myself that your love doesn’t hurt any more
I can no longer turn my back on what I lost
Because living without you is my punishment
Because living without you is my punishment