Ephedrine

Watch you watching me & i catch you watching me & you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed. i see your footsteps bend in my mind as shadows stomp their way down my spine. i try to run away, i can't hide. the demons that i see are inside, watch you watching me & i catch you watching me& you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed. you say my life is a lie, you can see with violence. show me reality, i feel you look at me, i feel your hands on me, i know your love but i'm not gonna cry. good god, can't you fuc*** see? good god, is this a fuc*** dream? good god while i lie & bleed. good god what'd you do to me? i can see empty in me. i lie & bleed all i can see & you step on me again & your back on me again & you empty inside me just to watch me bleed & when i close my eyes you're all i see, i can't take your face from my dreams, i feel you look at me, i feel your hands on me. i know your love but i'm not gonna cry