Envy

How will this pan out?
Search and wish, so loud,
Keep a candle burning,
To each his own shall learn.
Before i turn in envy, i learn through sorrow,
I? turn in envy and go to the wall
See how the colours run? and feel your sunday rest,
Give me a name, ring it in, some change is for the best.
Oh i may not win the race,
I may not reach the top,
Oh i may not live your way,
Doesnt mean im stuck here,
We may not fit the mold,
Kind of going off now,
The medicine inside takes? a stronger hold.
As we turn in envy, i learn through sorrow,
I turn in envy and go to the wall.
Before i learn in envy, i learn through sorrow,
I learn in envy and go to the wall to the wall,
To the wall, to the wall, to the wall, to the wall, to the wall