End or beginning?

Everytime in balance
between light and darkness
as a tighthrope walker
with naked foot on a razor`s edge
i`ve though to lose the faith
Am i alive,am i dead
something turns in my brain
is it the end or beginning
i`ve lost my path
While i found an answer
a wall of questions
stood up on my way
then,an evening
while i was doubtful
of my own life
i dived into the light
Is it a dream or reality
do i exist?
is it the end of beginning
i`ve lost my soul
Is it the end of beginning
This one
whom everyone dreads
porter of divine knowledge
is only power and light
and sheds light on our path