Elusive

I'm waiting for my life to fall asleep
Forbidden paths I walk
Betray the light
Enfold it in the night
Winds and waters invade me

This day is done, I escape tonight
Why do I fear this icy silence?
I fail to know myself

Enfold me in the night
May winds close my eyes
For wasted are my dreams
All is so elusive now
Blessed by the grey colours of abandon

Darkest shadows reach my cries
Betray the light that guides
A soul feels released
From the pain that dwelled
Blessed by the grey colours of abandonment
I give in...I surrender

Clear now my path
All is done all is lost
May the winds close my eyes
I surrender to the night
May the winds cloak my life

Blurred shapes are leading the way
They are yelling so deep within myself
Why did all turn lifeless
All is so elusive now...