Drowning

Everything is so complex
everyday is like a test
for the obstacles that seem most impossible
And i'm thinking, just another breath.
not a minute left, how long have i been drifting!.
Pass the glass pipe, hit the flashlight, now i break it
people say i'm a star, but i still think i'll never make it
And i'm thinking, just another prayer.
not a second left. i feel there's something missing.
Sometimes i hate that chaos surrounds me
when all the answers that i seek are around me
am i drowning, am i fading away,
or am i living up to all your dreams that made me this way
am i drowning, am i drowning, am i drowning, am i drowning..
I've been to hell and back, looking for the answers to life.
looking at myself trying to get things right
And i'm feeling, just another breath.
not a minute left, i feel the darkness lifting!
There was a time that i questioned if i'll ever be allright
running getting high, staying tracked by sleepless nights
And i'm thinking, just another breath.
not a minute left. i feel there's something missing.
I'm running from myself and all the things i don't like.
living everynight like it's the last night.
And i'm thinking. just another prayer.
not a second left. i need to stop resisting.
Sometimes i hate that chaos surrounds me
when all the answers that i seek are around me
am i drowning, am i fading away,
or am i living up to all your dreams that made me this way
am i drowning, am i drowning, am i drowning, am i drowning..
Drowning in the drama, lost in the light
trapped by the currents of life, caught in the riptide.