Drowning the skies up above

This broken heart doesn't get better
With "I'm sorry I hurt you, but
That's what you're into with me"
And no pain is reduced by your letters of virtue
No sign of apology

And I'll get no sleep for the rest of the week
'cause my chest wants to beat out your name
My chest wants to beat out your name

The clock has not passed and no time has elapsed
Since the first day that I felt this way
And no thought was given to how much I've hurt him
No conscience as she walks away
Unconscious as she walks away

And these thoughts will erase the time and the place
When I felt so in love
And this bitter taste, it is linked to your face
And I"m drowning the skies up above With prayer and tears
With failure and fears

Now I walk around with this terrible sound
Of a drum in my lungs of shame
And I'll hold my breath 'til the moment of death
When I die I will burst into flames

And I'll have no peace or a sign of release
'til my chest beats out your name

My chest wants to beat out your name

Now everyone knows and our secrets are blown
But I don't care what people say
You're out on your own and you're so far from home
And forgiveness is out of your way

No drug or no pill, you will never refill
The greatest of all my divides
No change in location or turning of pages
Can put back the color in my eyes

And I feel as if I'm alone
And filling your ear through the phone
Asking for

Prayer and tears
Less failure and fears These feelings like orchards with apples of torture
But still I am inclined to bite
Red like your lips, they are perfectly gripped by mine
Full of your poison inside

They are perfectly poisoned inside
There is nothing but poison inside

These words are my healing, my innermost dealings
Through verbal and mental reprise
My chance to scream and to clean my bloodstream of you
My words without your replies

These are my words without your replies

And life is a movie
Each moment's a new scene
I've bought every line that you've said

You stopped short of a sequel
And nothing can equal the twist that you'll find in the end

And I'll get no sleep for the rest of the week
'cause my chest wants to beat out your name