Drowning in it

Why are we here?
I always seem to ask myself
Question averted by the thought of someone else
And I am hopelessly done with the things

That I have tried to do
Should I give up
And let the weight just fall on me?
Day by day I struggle endlessly

There's nothing right, there's nothing good about this
There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And I will never know how it's supposed to be

I keep fighting with the things inside my head
I used to feel so much better than this
I should be laughing, but instead I'm just a mess
It's not right

It's not right to feel this way
I keep fighting with the things inside my head
I don't know how much I could take of this
And now I feel I'm so drowning in it
It's not right to feel this way

So you're gone, what are we supposed to do?
I tell myself not to care through and through
And all this time seems so wasted
When in the end it was all for nothing There's nothing right 'cause I'm in a fake fantasy
There's nothing right 'cause I am in a fake misery
There's nothing right
There's nothing good about this

There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And you'll always be another fake part of me

I keep fighting with the things inside my head
I used to feel so much better than this
I should be laughing, but instead I'm just a mess
I keep fighting with the things inside my head

I don't know how much I can take of this
And now I feel I'm so drowning in it
It's not right to feel this way

(I keep fighting but drowning in it)