Disappearing boy

Now you see me, now you don't
don't ask me where i'm at
'cause i'm a million miles away
treated like a forbidden heel
don't say my thoughts are not for real
or you won't see me again
Am i here or am i there
or am i playing on the stairs
am i in my room with my toys
i am the disappearing boy
When i walk in crowded rooms
i feel as if it is my doom
i know that i don't belong
in that room i see her
i see her and she's with him
i turn and then i'm gone
Don't call me up 'cause i'm not home
my whereabouts are now unknown
i vanished from all your joy
i'm the disappearing boy
I have my doubts
of where i belong
it's something to think about
Don't call me up 'cause i'm not home
my whereabouts are now unknown
i vanished from all your joy
i'm the disappearing boy