Die laughing

I realize as i awake
life's to be taken to a new level
belief is not the way
dogma will dispirit your soul
The only road to mastery of life
is to determine it's extremity
when it shall expire
[lead: schalin]
Choosing victim is easy
enemies are first in line
you are the sworn
targets for my crime
expectations are growing fast
stronger as i plan
life's to get new dimensions
mercy denied, i celebrate
Only road to mastery
determine life's extremity
someone's gonna die
Moment of death i release the blood
awaiting thrills but i'm still cold
instead of the power i'd possess
reinjected emptiness
A belief in something
that couldn't fulfill my needs
i feel nausea
with myself, not with my deeds
So i'm back where i begun
but the only way out is another one
[lead: schalin]
Tired, confused, exhausted
i stab the dagger to my chest
my strength is not enough
enough to penetrate
pitiful i am
and despite the pain
laughter from my throat
i just can't restrain
I vomit, i laugh, i suffocate
ironic no one can deny
beside my victim i laugh to death
oh what a funny way to die