Denial of salvation

For all the thousands i've killed
for all the children i've tortured
for all the souls i've burned
hear a demons cry
The darkened lusts
you carved into me
suffocates the remains
of my human sanity why me
this i never desired
See me
free me
unchain me
This life eternal
is not what you spoke off
why this horned, grim face
this cold, black body
i want to be
set free
Save me free me unchain me
I am a demon
i serve the wicked
i'm trapped eternally
now i must return
to dimensions of
rage - pain - war - -hate
where's my god