Death of season

Of late, it's harder just to go outside
to leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive
writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, i decay
killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
i held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
i feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes
posthuman extinction excels unrecognized
feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, i decay
all of this hatred is fuking real, turn it on... yeah
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
i held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
i feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
It won't be all right despite what they say
just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate
and i disintegrate 'cause this hate is fuking real
and i hope to shade the world as stars go out and i disintegrate